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psp1.. i've got no words for u... but reallie.... i once tot u were interesting... but haiz.. u let me down... down, very down. i'm so disappointed wif u PSP1. b'coz of u, i'm putting my module at stake. 10% of submission will jus be gone like dat. dat's fine wif me, but wat if even the walkthru i can't even score. so mean of u to do dat to me.. i were so faithful to u. i attended every class whenver u are concerned, but yet..... i'm so devastated... HOW COULD U?!?!?!

end of de drama....

hey ya!!! well it is very argghhhh!! brain cracking, body aching... everything lahz!!!

got many things to write, but lazy... so keeping it short.... mayb some other days..... oh yah!! i got BIG black circles around my eyes!!!!!! i look like a bull eyes!!!-NiSa OuTzZz-

nisa & aki  

hehehe

hello people of de universe.. not to brag but dis past few days keeps on hearing good stuff from strangers.. *blushing* sorrie who hates dis part of de story....

me no "sharifah=arab" mix blood. me pure malay... thanks to ma parents i'm born wif dis look. hahaha.... it's like been hearing de same thing.. [Alhamdullilah] everything return back to the creator.... Allah.. muz always rememeber dat ok...

next up, is a question asked by Nur 'Arifah Maziah.. dis one more thing oso make my nose high sey... hate it... reallie... it goes sumething like this...

Last Sunday

*upon seeing H looks different today, curiosity grows*

Nisa: H, u wearing contacts huh? *reallie interested to noe*

Haya: *give a fu*ked up face* Well, it looks like i am rite? *plus high pitch voice and a reallie sickening face*

Nisa:*taken aback*[looking away]wad de hell is dis farking lady*ignores*

Todae

*grp were sitting ard eating*

Haya: Hey, sorrie eh pasal last week

Nisa: Huh?? Last week asal?*step dun remember*

Haya: Last week u ask me if i wear contacts, den i felt very rude de way i answer u. *said calmly* while Nisa was like, [hmmmmm, dis is interesting]

Nisa: Ok, it's okay.[i dun reallie give a damn. but since she apologise, it feels great]

Haya: Reallie! I'm so sorry. *sound so sincere* I felt guilty for de whole 1 week.

Nisa:[hahahaha, dat's good] It's okay la..

So that wat happen actually Maizah.. hehehe...

Den when wanna go home, it's was raining... Tot dad can pick me up, but he smart he didnt bring his HP.. so was waiting for Mazi's dad.. den got dis feeling dad's here.. look at de oppsite side of de masjid, yeah!! dere he is.. hehe.. thanks dad..! hehehe as if he reads dis thingy. oh yah! when was walking thru and fro of de masjid, dis grp of MAD guys, Mamat's grp was saying dat i look like Arab. Like, NO! me and arab dun got well wif each other. hehehe...

now still got ma PSP1 project left. have to finish by dis fridae leh. haiz... now i'm de mist of bluring. reaching de very confusing part already. 2day is carol and kok's bdae.. If u gals reading dis... : HAPPIE BDAE!!!!

oh yah.. got sumething wan to confess arh... hehehe.. ask a question 1st huh... r we allow to miz someone whu we have hurt b4, n u dun tink dat they'll ever forgive us? i hope we r allow to do so, coz yesterdae i reallie miz dat kind of people. even though it was juz 4 a moment, u guys had left footprint in ma life. thanks for making ma life almost a complete one. if u guys, i dun tink i can reach up to dis stage. miss u guys so much.. and i'm truly sorrie for wat happen. i was still a minor den...

and to ma YISS frens, dat were close wif ma, thanks for being there. i noe dat me no good enuff to stay as close wif u guys 4ever, but at least thanks for making me once feel i was close to u peps.

and to those to always seek for me when they reallie need help, thanks for making me understand dat i can be someone dat peps juz come and seek help, or ask me to accompany when they are bored, and den juz leave me hanging there when u guys are doing fine. juz hanging w/o hearing anymore news abt u guys, n to make me hanging there w/o no one else to turn to but maself.

to my existing frens now, thanks for being my frens. love u guys so much.. especially to ma MAD frens who have been such interesting grp. hey, when wanna go play pool again? i still haven master de skills tauz.

to my 2 fave frens, CanDy & EvoNNe thanks for being there i class wif me. thanks for being patient is maself...

& lastly to ma beloved Zaki, who surely is not accessed to dis blog, i love u.. n u have to thanks those guys, who allowed me to bursh dem away juz like dat. w/o dem, i dun tink i would love u till now... even though i cant pour ALL my probs to u, but i still love u.

y do i feel like dis is like a tribute post.. hehehe... neways, love u guys so much... oh! to Nizam oso... thanks for being ma fren...

[mum,dad] love u guys so much, even though u can suck sometimes.... *muaCks* for aLL..... NiSa OuTzZz

hey ya..

have been ages since i updated this thing. actually updated it like a week ago but den, my laptop as usual cock up in de middle of me publishing my whole sale of post. when clicked the return button, de whole thing is gone.. how sickening is dat.... but since it's is de morning n ma mood is still okayz, i didnt end up smashing de laptop right out of the window...

when now in school, suppose to go for MCA, but den ma good fren, Candy came late n i oso decided not to go la... very sian wan.. end up, answering essay questions... BORING!! now me using de PC in the internet cafe. long time me no using de keyboard... so, nice arh de sound of dis thingy.... haizzz....

carol & esther bdae cuming... dis sundae i tink... well, juz chip money lahz, i dun feel like going out dis sunday... yesterdae ma 15th mth anni!!!! c'mon everyone, applause for me!!! hahahaha.... he bought me some stone ring.. well, can say me not dat happie me bought something so expensive, but pepz give liaoz, so muz apprrciate. but de worst thing is, the stone so look like PINK rather than PURPLE... PINK JUZ TURN ME FARKING OFF!!!!!!! stop giving me pink stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!! me no like other girls!!!! me hate pink!!!! get dat in the thick head of urs!!!! arggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!! wadever..............

wanna noe sumething else... yesterdae when i was on my way to ma sch blok, i saw dis super -drop-dead cute guy.... shhhh... dun tell zaki... i die arh!! hehehe.. he very cute leh.. i tink he's de most cute guy in NP... no offense, but guys in NP reallie not cute xcept for dis guy lor... kae la, candy make noise oready... like my A-ma.... go now.... NiSa OuTzZz *muaCkIng*[[not for u pepz, but for de MOST CUTE GUY IN NP!!!!!]]

n|sa RuLeZzZ

went to reformate dis whole lap yop yesterday... spent almost of my time in sch, not in class.. not bad la, at least dun have to sit in class n waste time. but in de "I.C.U" oso very boring!!!! hehe... now me using de "compose" textfield... no more need to insert much .. yey!!

had ma mad Quran exams, hmmm.. tink done ok lah. although did stumble upon many letters, i hope i survived it. cant wait 4 next wk, coz dis call so-call debate thingy b/w de class itself. hehe.. a show to be watched..

oh ya!!! dat sunday, i dun noe if its me or its juz those ard me.. it juz seems gurls r getting super bitchy dat particular day. gurl r flirting like no ones bisness.. hahaha!! juz feel like slapping her bloody face. tok to boi, sure flirt one, i tok to her, u very sarcastic. wad de hell!!! hahahaha... BITCH!!!! & got dis shorty, wah lau wei... wats her bloody problem, no one has an idea.. small kids.. haiyah!!.... hehehe

but out of all de exciment, still got dis solat exams where u have to memorise 2 unfamiliar surohs... hehehe.. n one of dem very long leh...!!! very super long... so difficult lahz.. hehehe..

yeah!!! 2 more days goona be de 15th mth... alhamdullilah... c, can be so long ryte... n still counting if u dun mind. hehehe....!!! i LikE!!! to someone, u reallie sux!!!! keep on berbeliting i cant till so long rite... u sux big time man!! IDIOT... soorrriee pepz who read dis... but not to de one who sucks bigga time... =)

neways, yerterday juz refomate ryte...??? hah!!!! but got 8 virus entering dis lappy... aiyah!! hope nothing more going to happen lah. tak blh angkat sey. yesterdae, tibe2 dis restart sendiri.

2dae going to have de IAC presentation. haizZzZz... hope things can be done de way it shld be. =) hehehe... *TiReD*

laz nite me n mum when to yew tee to help out in my mum's bez fren mum's funeral ceremony... something like dat la.. in short, TahLiL.. hehehe.. juz arrived, work have been waiting. but at least sumething, can do sumething rather den juz sit ard and wait till de nite wears off..

dis is getting bored... telling wat life has been offering to me. sorrie to make u all read dis whole thingy.. hehehe... juz feel like telling.. hehehe... shld make like fana blog, very powderful tok... got check hers out if gotta time kaez.. publisity for fana's blogger. hehehe. wad else wanna say huh...?? kaez la.. till later... ma bat oso dying off soon... love ya aLL especiaLLy to meSELF!!!!! *muackSsS* NiSa OuTz

lazzying

saturday... a dae dat can be spent waking up late and juz having my own sweet time, doing wat i wanna do. its getting dark outside, plz be sure it wont start raining, got lots of clothes still hanging out of de window. Aki wanna go out 2dae, but dun feel like spending dis dae outside. my brain jus is drying up. too much had been used up doing de projects after projects. gonna have de religion class final year exam soon. but still not even a book have been touched. SuX!! got nuthing else to sae rite now..... so, cHiAoZzZ... ||NiSa OutZzZ||

some pepz

some people are juz irritating. if u dun like de language i'm using and aren't happy wif de english language i'm making use of, might as well juz dun bother to read futher. makin somebody pissed of by u farking insults aren'y really "great". malays are reallie wat others have been saying. they aren't happie wif other malays. they always have to bring down their own malays. me a malay? DUH! only stupid people ask stupid questions. y i have to support my malays if they are making stupid remarks towards their own malays. malays.... dun b too happpie wif ur "malay status". it'll juz bring u down. believe in ur religion, that will confirm bring u somewhere. me english aren't perfect, so is urs... if i were de perfect english language user, i wouldn't get a c6 for my o level english examination, and will i neither be in de stupid country called Singapore.

To britgal and britboy: Whoever u are, ur malay sux too.. Perfect ur mother toungue, b4 perfecting others' language....

peace out pepz.... thanks for reading, if u dun like it, juz dun bother returning.. ||NiSa OutZzZ||

long time

had been busy wif been busy wif lots of assignments heavily sitting down on my shoulders. semester going to end soon, fasting mth is coming too... eveything is so faz. w/o noticing it, wat we noe, next yr is coming.. Insyallah.

assignments after assingments, social after social, cca after classes, stress wif mates... juz dun noe wat's some pepz problem... me n my other duo buddies r getting fed-up every second. had not been spending to much time wif aki... well, actually it helps though. so dat de feeling of love, still will run over myself.. wadever i'm saying, makes no sense at dis point... hahaha.....

now enjoying a new indonesia drama... kinda cool... hehehe...hubbie found his bike, but he believes dat the stealer had made huge chages to de bike... he decideds wan to change de bike to scooter. yey!! heheh...

had nra on wed.. too much steps in an hr.. i cant reallie memorize de whole steps though.. hehehe.. but trying to get all of dem. *winks*

u guys like my new skin or not..? if like, muz tag me kaez... so, i fell proud like dat... HAHAHA!!juggling alot of things lately. heard about dis brunei soon to become king marrying a 17 yr old lady... i oso wan to be like her la!! hehehe... muz wait long2 wan....my stomach muscle is cramping... coz, of the like crash tarining in nra. hehehe... meet new frens, dat's interesting..

oh ya!! to my mad frens, pls remind me to give u ust taufiq's pix kae... most of de toshiba laptop are having problem.. hmmm... muz tink when's de reasonable time to send to de level 6.

*quote for de day*

"even thought i wasn't dat mature when u knew me, but since u left, i've grown mature in every aspects of my life. i dun need u to understand, coz i have my own believers."

Garfiled

a gerek show!!! klakar.. mayb not as many times funnier as nemo but still hilarious. even though i hate cats, but still dis show shld watch. not badz at all.. hehehe... he so cute n bloody fat... u shld u c de part when he starts to dance it's body out. it's like nobody's buisness...hahahaha!!! how could a cat get jeles wif other animals.. pepz reading dis, go n watch... very nice!! very powderful.. hehehe....

actually wanted to watch cinderella, but den timing no good la.... *sobz* sista borrowed pirated wan from her fren, dat means no good ok.... a nice show shouldn't be watched if it pirated..... not cool... u will not have de satisfying feeling... so i tink muz wait till can buy a original wan or can be borrowed downstairs. . .

my body cracking

dis lappy is really getting on my nerves. de virus have corrupted most of de IE in here... how?? muz reformate lor... but soon.... went to meet Zaki for 2 days... actually wanna buy vintage jersey, but never get.. cant find de one dat's reallie amazing... got nuthing much to sae lah... but many deadlines dat haven been accomplished... it's really getting into me... but nvm, muz control.....*NiSa OutZzZ*

where do i begin

so lazy to write dis blogger. . . tired.... sleepy... lazy....

a wonderful weekend. . .

last weekend, wasnt in singapore. . . maz family was far away from dis boring island. . . yar de suoerly boring singpaore. . u basically cant do anything in here, xcept for rotting n pampering urself.

we arrived quite late in de afternoon. . . had dinner & heard spooky stories from nenek(grandmum). . it was so dark in de willage, dat me, sista n brade who shocked when we were in de car n saw a white figure on a bike. . . hehehe. . . we tot it was "her". . . actuallie a rite person. de car was full of horror. . . back home, i had to go to de toilet 2gether wif sista. . n is was so bloody dark, dat none of us dare to enter our room to make our bed n stuff. . coz it's so dark . . darker den de blackout dat happened in clmt. . . it's spooky plus dark... my grandpa was having a nice looking at us laughing away. . . so cute. . .
Sunday
dis day is de best of my kmapung life.... had to do housework. .. as usual. . . den dad asked if i wanna go riding... he brrowed someone's bike n i start learning something dat i wanna do still have to wait for so long. . . as riding for de 1st time, when there's dis bloddy car dat is coming my way. . . i managed to stop at stadn still for a moment near a longkang. . ."drain"... but as de car some nearer, i started to wobble n wif de bike along wif me, i fell into de longkang, having de bike on my sprained ankle. . . OUCH!! hahahaha. . . did really happen, still can stand tall, but got lots of scrathes. . hahahaha. . den i paisey!!! den i was riding2, de stupid car came along again, n de driver give dis stupid grinn @ me... i was going. . . "wadever!!!" gerek sey!!!! den drove brader,sista along de pathway dats, muddy n very small. . . hehehe... no nice!! i was only going at 20km/h, but den my sistaz was complaining dat i was riding to fast. . . but its true leh, it seems so fast in dat small space. . .

when going home more irritating. . . we went dinner at "singgah selalu"... very nice food court leh. . . but got dis mamzt kentalz, very de ewwwwwwwww!!!! i was having a SUPER NICE DINNER n a POWDERFUL EYE-CANDY, when he start to gross me out. . he starts selling coconut oil... 1st a bug huge wave, n a stupid smile. den leads to a flying kiss n playing eyes wif mez. . . ewwwwwwwwww!!!!! like gross lor. . . spoilt my mood, but all have to do is stare @ de eye-candy. . . HE'S SO BLOODY CUTE LOR.. .. shhh... cannot tell zaki, i die arh!! wahz!! miz his cute face.... hehehe. . . k lah... *NiSa OutZzZ*

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wat more can i say? friday. . . hmmm.... well, 1st i've gotta say dat life's juz temporary, all de happiness, all de joyfulness & all de love... u can't xpect dem to stay near ir wif u like forever. . . u'll never impress everyone, u'll never make aeveryone love u. . life can be unfair, but dat's wat life shld be. . if, not where's de fun of it all. . . ?? u might not get wat u wan all de time, but ifthere's a will, there's way. . nuthing in life is impossible, nuthing is unreachable. . . all it matters is how much effort u put in, n how strong u wish it would happen. nothing is given, juz like dat. everything has to be earned, no matter is if its positive or negative. wat u get, is wat u deserve. too much of something good, is juz bad. . u shld have too muzh of anything. now u might cry, might tear ur heart out, tml maybe u'll juz smile w/o fail. dat's all wat means in de life dat's full of misery,laughters & more. . . u might not agree, but like i say, i no one can impress everyone. . if u tink u shld, allow me to juz slap ur face. how big is ur ego, anyone else is bigger. how great u tink u r, there's other who's greater den u are... how misery u are, dat's always someone more misery den u. dun tink dat de world revolves only by u. others still exist in dis world, that'll soon be gone w/o our knowledge. n dat's when everyone will start questioning demself, y they didnt do anything b4 dis happen. de problem wif us human is dat we dunt use our brains most of de time, some like me, even worst. . . they let their emotion be replaced wif their brain. we'll do 1st, den tink later. but some may say, "no" but how sure r u...? dun u tink watever u have said, done to someone, dat someone reallie like wat u doing. xpressing urself maybe gd sumetimes, mayb not. . y u pretend to be someone juz to make pepz like u. at de end of de day, de one who'll judge u is God, himslef. . . not others. we get too conected to pepz ard us, dat we forget, they'll wont b there to stop u from dying, they'll not be there when God wanna put u in hell, not even ur family members. so take my advice frens out there, everything is juz temporary, dun take it to seriously. wat's important is not anyone else, not even u.. wat's important id ur heart. make sure it's pure like wat it was when u were born... *Nisa OutZzZ*

where do i begin

where do i begin. . . ?? well, now giving my brader his speeling. . who else will do dis job, if it isnt me rite. . . yar~ like wadever. i'm so bloody tired. . . slept at 3.45am yesterdae. . did some research for our IAC project. . . not bad la, got get some stuff, but hmm.... like i dun noe la. .. . they wan to present by next week, but like hmmm..... i dun even tink can be done lor. . . muz do report somemore. . . den de report 1500 words leh. . . aiyoh!!!! muz have researches. . . projetc are piling up like nobody's buisness. . . asked for SOMEONE help, but since not sincere, i woudlnt wan to bother la.. . u c, u cant force pepz to help when they arent sincere, it juz dun go 2gether.

tml going for de grp discusiion, like FINALLY it's happening. . . oh ya! juz now in sch, checking my AM.COM, dnen got dis np guy arh. . hehehe. . . nvm, no details r required. . . yesterday usatz's pix had been developed, so gerls, wait i give u all de next time i come kae. . . going off to grand mum's house @ melaka dis weekend. it's like as though melaka is juz next door... go there for 2 days, den return. how "interesting" is dat. . n wat i'm suppose to do there. . . but at least get away from dis house can liaoz. .

juz now got dis sars thingy xcersi. . . i wanna go atrium take $$$ from ATM, den muz tap card, take temp, bring lanyard... so mafan. . i dun even bring my studnet card wif me lor. . . left everything in de workshop. . . aiyah!! make me walk so far, den end up, still wif 50 cents in ma wallet. . . nice huh dis template?? i like!!! very striking, but de bettel de best arh. . .! anyone wanna buy me one? my bdae coming mah. . . c'mon, be nice frens n buy for me kaez. . . ?? kk la. . . i wanna watch DIA!! such a nice fu*king show. . . . very irritating oso. . . . okiez... *nisa outz*

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well.... well. . . have to use dis html thingy again. . . now having csa. . sianzation manz. . juz now got back de fs paper. . got B for it. . not bad la... hehehe. . but always wanted to have better grade. . neways, candy cry juz now. . gurl, relex kae. . its only common test hor... always can do better wan. . smile!!!

wow! now got all alots of project leh. . . dun noe if can finish on time. . . de IAC project still haven do anything. . . how. .. ..??!?!? hehehe. . . nvm lor. . . gaybois are spreading like fire in dis small world. . . so r lesbians. .. hahahaha. . . dis csa b*tch, very irritating leh. . . like wat only. . . sumetimes she can go crazy. . . ok lor. . . conitnues later. . .

break. . .

hmm... having break now. tot of trying out if dis thing is ok already. . . but sadly it's juz de same old thing. . . i tink i have to reformat dis laptop. . . i tink oso got virus. . .

stupid me sey!! dis morning i was waiting for de bus to go sch. . . i let de 154 bus go off coz its still early. . . den skalli i tot de next bus is 184, den i bored de bus la. .. wa lau wey!!! inside liaoz den i realise i took de worng bus!!! oh my god!!! stupid me. . . i become so blur sey. . . den have to alight n walk to de other bus stop. . . sianzation!!!!!! -_-zZzZz *Nisa OutZzZ*