well... well..

so sleepy now... *yanws*

outing wif HuN was great... get to shop... finally de itchy nerves r over... but nt reallie arh.. still feeling wan 2 shop.... haiz...

nvm....

sianzation.........................

now i see de truth in dis myth : "Go and study well, then u can find love"

Being in love while studying is such a heavy weight. Too much to tink about.

For u

Never understand the meaning of love
Never wonder how, why, when
& where it happens.

It's just another game in life,
Another loose-win situation;
Another misery behind the joy,
Another joke behind the truth.

Never can anyone understand
the magic it brings,
But only from u I would like to feel it.

Never look back, cos u'll be my future......

HaPpiE 20th AnNiVerSarY

Life is getting bored now.. Hahaha!!!

Cos assingments cuming in but yet i dun noe how to do any of dem... NVM.. yar rite...

local english sitcoms are turning BORING....

& dere's like nuthing to do @ HOME xcept for assignments & more assingments...

so today...... wad can i say???
jus another normal Tuesday, only dat it was rather laid-back tues. OCOM had nuthing much to do.. shldn't haf come for it.. SOFTBALL was rather SLACKING, lyke usual....
ATE super lots of junks today. dunnoe wads happening to me!! haf been eating since my eyes were wide open.

i feel heavy..... i feel bored..... i feel hopeless.......... i feel unloved......
is it over..???? hmmmm.....

went to grand's house just now...
had dis feeling to bring de DIGICAM, but i find it of no use so, didn't bring it along.

when, time to head to IMM for dinner, sumething sad happened.
"Accident in Lane 3. Please avoid lane 3" said de sign board @ PIE going to Jurong.
from Lane 1, dad drove to Lane 2 & finnally reached Lane 3 for no reason.

Saw a vespa vintage[those uncles like to ride] laying flat on de road wif jus A slipper abt 5 meters away from it. Infront, we saw de lorry dat was caarrying de Lion Dance equipment & de people. De worst part is... "Hey! There's someone under the de lorry", shouted my mum upon seeing sumething black under it. "Are u sure it's a person??"Asked dad full of concern.

When dad passed my de lorry, it was really a man unde de lorry. Dad quickly ran out of de driver's seat to attend to de victim. Since dad's job is also being someone related to peremedic.
Mum went of de car to c wad was going on also. Sis, bro & me stayed in de car, putting all our attention to de scenario dat is happening jus behind us.

Suddenly, warm tears went wetting my cheecks. I wasn't crying!! I wan practically being a water fountain. What was right infront of eyes, hurts my heart & i jus cant help it but jus to cry like no one's bisness. That's besides de point...

De man was an old man, Malay. He was really under de lorry. To be more exact he was under de lorry's engine. And just imagine, even if u go near de engine, u can already feel de hotness, wad if u r under it. How will dat feel huh? Dad said is flesh is already bared to de engine heat. All we can say is OUCH! but wad's going thru de onld man's head? He was shouting "PANAS! PANAS!" ["HOT!HOT!].

But luckily, dad reacted fast. De old man can still move & is still alive. Thank God. Dad say, if they were to wait for de ambulance, he dun tink dat de old man can survive dat long. *About to cry*.

Now, a food for thought.
Even though u dun have any love ones dat rides a bike, such accident might still happen to you. Are u prepared to loose dat someone special???
Well i noe, I'm not.
Take a min to always remind ur love one dat u care & reminding them to take care of demselve. Dun allow ur parens to go out of de house w/o u kissing their hand or their cheek or giving dem a hug cos u jus dun noe if dat'll be ur last one..........

To Zaki....
Please take extra care when u r on de road, cos there's still someone that needs u alot in dis world.... And dat person is Me..

To Nizam...
Alothough i've made u promised not to die on de road, I still wan to remind u pls take xtra care & dun let ur sadness contorls u especially on de road.

To all those who take life for granted....
Having everything in de world might not de be de happiest moment in ur life, but to haf ur love ones near u, will always be a satisfying time.... And, I love u peps... And I care...

"Ya Allah, ya Tuhan kami. Aku bermohon kepadamu agar kau selalu la lindungi orang-oang yang aku sayangi daripada malapetaka yang tidak kami ingini. Tiada Tuhan yang maha Besar lagi Aggung, selainMu ya Allah." -Amin-

*~*``` FiNaLLy....____*~*

well... well..... besides all de excitment @ APM(Anugerah Planet Music) a large burden had been lifted of.. Here, I would like to extend my greatest gratitude to de following people who had helped me out greatly in completing my EVP assignment 2005...

A BIG THANK YOU TO....
1) Daryll aka Jackass (Done 55% of de program wif his help in one afternoon)
2) Wei Lun aka Part-Time WO4 coach (thanks 4 spotting de mistakes correcting dem)
3) Chun Jie aka de guy whu left my laptop wif black screen (thanx 4 teaching me de TIMER thingy)
4) Xia Chiong & KK(sorry if de spelling is wrong) (thanx 4 helping 2 buy cd-r & envelop)

But yet........ there'll be ONE more PROGRAMMING thingy coming dis week.... HaiXxX =(
Oh yah!! Evonne, seek help kae next time.. Must try to score as much as we can 4 de assignments..

& FINALLY i pass a subject, a subject dat i'm not sure if i can pass.didn't reallie study much though EVP!
fAILED a subject dat i studied for..... haiXxX... PSP2
2PASSES-2 failure[oklah... balanced] rite...........

KWANG!KWANG!KWANG!

lagu CT tk menang, lagu KD tk menang.... lagu SO7 menang taus.... hahahaha!!!!!
so happie!!!! even though HuSbAnD nt dere, but still SO7 won sumething makes me so happie.. whu says PeterPan is taking over So7... nt yet @ least.... but work hard yar PeTeRPan...
all groupies @ INDO r de best man...
how i wish to visit INDON......

meanwhile... anjoy dis winning song....
HuN... miss u... *muacx*

*~*```New HairDo_____*~*

When to de "salon" after sch.... & decided i need sumething new for my hair...

Putri: Auntie! Make hair like u never make hair b4...
Auntie: Sure! Sure! U wan big or small?
Putri: Big2 la Auntie. I c got many flies no place to stay arh.

And here's de outcome................................




wad u guys tink huh??? Sachok[Pretty] or not me??? Wad can i sae... I'm born wif natural beauty.... HAHAHAHAHA.....
is my chat corner dead or sumethin...??

i was watching dis "Hanyut" show. And oh my God!!!!!
mum & dad's mouth jus cant stop commenting every single thing dis character does or says....
i was so pissed off by de unnecessary comments dat i said " Gini kakak pon nak lari rumah la!"[lIKE DIS, I ALSO WAN TO RUN AWAY FROM HOME]"
and expected results: their comments grew BIGGER! de house BECAME NOISEIER!!! full of their comments........ oh my GOD!! although dey dun reallie refer to me... BUT STILL!!! ARGH!!!!
so stress liaos.... EVP still haven noe how to do..... DOA is still like a blur to me... ARGH!!!!!!
n sister is giving everyone STRESS siol!! BIG SHIT ARH!

HAPPIE FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!



36 fresh roses from HuN.... thanks yar!!!

```Tiredness_____



Planned to start a better year.... Actually wanna attend DOA but since no one else is going so might as well join in cos dere's reallie no point of going anyways.
Meeting HuN after his prayers. SO i've lyke lots of hrs before meeting him & i dun wanna stay at home alone.
Called my best BUD & decided to hang ard her house. She's nice to allow me to spend de hrs in her house. Dis came with breakfast & lunch. Everything's in da house. Watched "Eiffiel...I'm in love". She falled in love wif it. Good for u...

Fren's fren: He's religious, handsome plus he has a car.
My fren: But [x] has a bike...
Fren's fren: Bike is dangerous.
My fren: Rite..............

Heard two people who won't ride a bike cos it's considered dangerous. Hmmm, if u were meant to meet wif an incident, u will still meet it whether u r on de bus, in de car or on de bike. Talking abt bike. It brings me to de old days when dad still owns a bike.

I grew up with mum, dad, strangers & dad's bike. While when everyone else who were my age lived in nice HDB flat, mum, dad & me stayed @ the Bukit Timah Fire Station. I was looked after by different kind of strangers when mum & dad had to go to work. [And NOW when i visit dem, dey'll say: Dulu pakcik tau jaga. Skarang da besat panjang!!! Typical..] I got to ride in de fire engines everyday. Since I was de only "small kid" in town, de UNLCES would always disturb me. Once I was finding my dad in de station, & dis unlce was so MEAN to say dad had left me. I cried my heart out and dat alarmed my dad till he ran to me like as if i was fire or sumething.. HAHAHA! i should haf video taped his reaction. & de worst part is, I had to play alone. Sadness.....

Mum once told me dat when she was having me, dere were lots of "tikus mondok". Tikus=mouse, mondok=i dun noe & her part time job was making sure dat dis tikus dun come near her.... & when i was born, once dis tikus was bloody near me dat [according to mum] it wanted to bite my smally little finger. hahahaha.... it sounds stupid, but dat's wad mum said. Due to dis tikus, i was born with longer lips. & when i was still kiddie, i'll be de one who will munch a small part of anything in de fridge, & leave de left-over back in de fridge.. Grandma will den, starts to shout to find out who did it... n everyone will noe..... dey probably said[adapted from mum] "Si tikus tu.."["Dat mouse...."]

Isn't it so nice when u hear how irritating u r when u were small & how & whr u got ur habits from...... hmmmmmmm...................

Yeah enuff said.....

Hahahha... after re-read de whole thing, my story hasn't got to do wif anything abt my dad, his bike & me.... NVM.... dere's always tml....

3 days straight break.. haiz!!

& deres no plan 2 go ananywhr....

mum-dad working... haiyah!!!

3 days no sch, shld go m'sia or somewhr...

mendaks siol!!!

oh yah!! sadness... got D+ only for OS... but nvm!!!! at least pass can liaos....

i wan mandarin orange!!!! finish liaos sey....

haf nt been blogging since like.... hmmm... i dun noe when.
finally common test is over.... suddenly i feel so light w/o tinking abt any thing dat needs to be study for de next day. such a relief.

BUT!! EVP assignment next... haiz! when 4 de briefing n it lasted only lyke 10 mins. but yet i'm complaining.... y?!?! bcos had to stay after de common test to go to de briefing.... but yeah... worth it...
took pics!!! hahahaha!!! & i finally noes dat NGEE ANN POLY LIBRARY has COMICS! haha...
neways, here r de pixs dat we took.. nt much though....

went out wif tini & Indra...
well..... SOMEONE suppose to tag along... BUT...
i bring dgcam, onlie take 2 pics.
so pathetic...

yeah... nice going out wif u guys... but... hais....
enuff said......

hellos...

well lets start off wif some recap on de day.....
went to meet tini to study... yar rite! so, travelled all de way to cck, to pay a visit to her new home. nice house... better, spacious... her room is very long... looks more like a rectangle den a square....

didnt get to go in de exam hall, so had to wait like long 10 mins b4 entering... n its like i am rushing and it was bloody hot waiting outside of de hall. took a cab at clmt to make sure, didnt arrive dat late to sch. well..... cheap2.... 3.50 onlie... hehehe....

yeah... today was a boring day..tml is yet another day... but better... meeting de three pompans. FINALLY!! n heard one of dem gt something yet to share wif us... hmmmm....

2dae, hp was silent... hmm.. nt reallie la. towards de nite, full of smses from tni... haiyah dat gerl...! hehe...
but hp was silent from others msgs.... okay la...
oh yah!! gt a very scary msg from someone.... haixXx.... tell me would u..

to who it may concern........ i'll still hear u, if u ever need one... & like de saying goes, "banyak lagi ikan dlm kolam tu".......