I had been wishing dat u will stay away from me. Stay far away from me. I prayed to God to make u far away from me. I'm here, just let me be. I want to be there, but I just wished dat u will go far away from me. Dun come running, dun come crying. I am no more a well dat's too shallow-thirst for tears. I cant imagine how selfish u can be. Dun tell me, the reason u r here cos i noe y. I noe everytime u come near, i noe de reason. I noe when u are there, i noe wads happening. You maybe selfish, but I pushed myself not to be like u, cos U were the past but yet u still wan to be de FUTURE. pls... Just stay away from me... I need air to breathe, I need not u to SHOW how I should live.

Tot it will happen, but sadly it was just all talks and bullshitting. Last nite sadness was brought forward. But I noe i'll have to to be strong, not for anyone else, but just for me. I cant be the perfect partner, cos I noe wad's my level. I cant fullfil ur needs, I am sorry. I wonder if u sometimes even understand me or not. I wonder, if u really noe wad i feel. Wish you may let me fly.. Fly away from all the problems and out of dis world. Just let loose.

When can I go away.... Pls take me away. I had enuuf!